About 6 months ago I started having this bizarre feeling. Doesn't matter where I am, or who I'm with, it always gets me off guard and haunts me. Just in a random moment, I feel like I suddenly fall into this empty void—a realm of absolute non-existence. I still have consciousness, but I feel my body disintegrating in this empty void. I feel like an outsider, observing myself from another perspective. I feel fear and a deep emotional pain, almost like I died and I have to concede. At first, I couldn't name this feeling/experience that I was having. Then I found the term “Depersonalization”.